Dresses

I have found the most perfect prom dress and have actually bought it by the way it is blue if u want to see it go to http://morilee.com/DressDetail.aspx?C=4&D=8121&P=1=)

now i just need to find a date.....

Diets

I hate dieting!!! Sure you can look amazing because of it but it is hard and take up time because you have to make all of your food to be something that you can eat. So I have now been on a low carb diet for the past five week and i just want a sandwich but i cant because in about 9 weeks i will be on the beaches in Mexico with my girls that are all super skinny and lets just say I don't look as good as any of them but I am getting there. I have lost 16 LB so far and hope that by the time I steep off the plane into nice warm sunny Mexico i will have lost at lest another 20 (wishful thinking). So lets keep are fingers crossed.

OMG I just want it to end

So not much has been going on in my life recently. It is the same thing day in and day out.
Monday is up at 630 and out the door for school by 650. Then the same schedule for school that i go through every day. After that i go home clean y room do any and all home work that i have not done and then it is off to dance home shower and then bed. Mondays really are not that bad but then the rest of the week Tuesday through Friday it is up and off to school then work then homework shower and bed. Even on Saturdays and Sunday it is sleep lay around because i am to tired to do anything. I so can not wait until high school is over with so i can have some fun in my life.

And only 10 more weeks until Mexico.

what

what the hell is wrong with people? why must they feel the need to make fun of others? is it because they have nothing better in there lives or is just because the are so completely and totally bitchy naturally that they can not help it when they start shit about others? Like this fat, ugly, two faced girl that goes to my school that felt it necessary to tell everyone that one of my absolute best friends is a slut that did it with this boy this summer, when i no for a fact that she did no such thing. I would just like to say that if making out with someone makes you a slut then almost every girl in this world is not only a slut but also whore that is more then likely going to hell! So I guess I will see all you girls in hell.

time to go back to school

I HATE SCHOOL not only is pointless but when you have less than a half year left till you are done with high school you can hardly stand to get out of bed in the morning. so for now i am forced to get up and go and deal with it. But at lest i have had the past two weeks to just sit back and do absolutly nothing and let me tell you it was amazing i got to sleep in and do nothing! what more can anyone ask for. So I today I am doing nothing sitting in my room and watching gossip girl (love this show) and pigging out on as many carbs as possible because as of tomorrow it is time to get in shape for mexico =) so no more carbs. for me (or my mom) because i plan to be walking around mexico in as little clothing as possible. Just kidding I will be commpletly dressed at all times ;).

what more can i ask for?

Today i was siting in my room reading over all the comments that my wonderfully amazing Friends have left me and i started to get teary eyed! It was so weird and that's when it hit me there is no way that i can even fathom how any one could ask for better friend. With Abby always there to listen and take my side (even if i was wrong) she is constantly there to help me. I know that i can call her any time i need to talk and she can make it right again. Then there is Cassie. I don't know what i would do with out her so is the crazy one that gets me out doing thing i would never think OK doing other wise. And lastly i have Kailey she is amazing. Between the crazy late night run to a guys house for clothes or just siting around talking she is always there for me. I love all three of you and i would not be me with out them. They make me me and for that i am truly thankful.

Time

so first i would like to say that it has not been by choice that i don't wright but the fact that i no longer could. The play room has relocated and the computer stolen out from under me. So how am i managing to get this out now???? That would be my amazing new computer! My mom and dad got it for me as an early grad. gift and a late b-day gift and i could not have asked for anything better at all it is 130% PERFECT!

Now on to the really impotent stuff like the fact that for the first time in over a month me and my sisters have finally been able to sit back and relax (with some help from the 2 and 4 year old) it was so nice we did nothing but sit in my room listening to music and talking and not just the what ever kind of talking but the we have not all been in the same room in over a month! This may now be a new record for us. Over the summer it was an off day if we did not see each other every day and now we are lucky to see one another every other week. I so can not wait for graduation because this summer we get to sit back and do nothing but enjoy are new freedom. I will give you a heads up that when my sisters go away to college it is possible i will lose it. Actually that is more like a guaranty. Well we will just have to wait and see how that works out.